Keep Walking! Keep Working!
I have worked a lot for my dissertation recently, and the nightmare will be gone soon, cause I am going to finish and submit my dissertation by the end of this month. No matter how my dissertation will be, I only want to get rid of it, and enjoy my trip in Southern Europe later.
From the end of January, I have lived in such a messy life for over a month. I stayed at home for most of time last month, and this drove me crazy. It has been so horrible when I ran out of all my food and did not went out for almost a week in February, and I went out just few times during a whole month. I have become eating sweets and deserts everyday, and have kept eating while I was at home about every two hours. I felt upset and anxious and my dissertation did not go well. I kept writing the same chapter and finding lots of mistakes or went stray from the main topic. I was too busy to blame myself, and my life was a chaos. I could not sleep well, and felt tired to get up early. I have started to have terrible headache and could not study to long because of high eye pressure and stress of deadline.
I realised that I could not carry on my dissertation if my life was so awful. Thus, I decided to go out sometimes. I wanted to go somewhere far, but I did not have time. Even so, I feel much better even just went out to buy food, went to gym, enjoyed food with friends, eating outside sometimes, went to bars with friends or went dancing no matter how busy I am. I knew that I need 'time-out'! Doing anything is better than just staying in the same place for studying! It is useless and makes me become inefficient and anxious.
Everyone tells me that I have to work hard, but I can only work for few hours everyday actually. I know that is not good enough, but that is the only thing I can do. I cannot read and type intensively, or I will get severe headache. I need to let my eyes get good rest to carry on reading and typing. I have taken bath as many as I can recently to feel even just a bit released. Now I feel lucky that it goes well and efficient than before. I don't care the score of my dissertation and how much time I wasted before, and the only thing I care is to pass it and get my master degree in July. My graduation ceremony will take place on 25th July!! Yeah!!
I start to worry what I should wear then, haha..............
Before to enjoy a whole month trip and my graduation ceremony, I have to finish my dissertation and submit it by 24th this month. Hence, I must keep walking and keep working to make it come true! Wish me Luck! Hehe~
From the end of January, I have lived in such a messy life for over a month. I stayed at home for most of time last month, and this drove me crazy. It has been so horrible when I ran out of all my food and did not went out for almost a week in February, and I went out just few times during a whole month. I have become eating sweets and deserts everyday, and have kept eating while I was at home about every two hours. I felt upset and anxious and my dissertation did not go well. I kept writing the same chapter and finding lots of mistakes or went stray from the main topic. I was too busy to blame myself, and my life was a chaos. I could not sleep well, and felt tired to get up early. I have started to have terrible headache and could not study to long because of high eye pressure and stress of deadline.
I realised that I could not carry on my dissertation if my life was so awful. Thus, I decided to go out sometimes. I wanted to go somewhere far, but I did not have time. Even so, I feel much better even just went out to buy food, went to gym, enjoyed food with friends, eating outside sometimes, went to bars with friends or went dancing no matter how busy I am. I knew that I need 'time-out'! Doing anything is better than just staying in the same place for studying! It is useless and makes me become inefficient and anxious.
Everyone tells me that I have to work hard, but I can only work for few hours everyday actually. I know that is not good enough, but that is the only thing I can do. I cannot read and type intensively, or I will get severe headache. I need to let my eyes get good rest to carry on reading and typing. I have taken bath as many as I can recently to feel even just a bit released. Now I feel lucky that it goes well and efficient than before. I don't care the score of my dissertation and how much time I wasted before, and the only thing I care is to pass it and get my master degree in July. My graduation ceremony will take place on 25th July!! Yeah!!
I start to worry what I should wear then, haha..............
Before to enjoy a whole month trip and my graduation ceremony, I have to finish my dissertation and submit it by 24th this month. Hence, I must keep walking and keep working to make it come true! Wish me Luck! Hehe~
posted by Lola @ 3/09/2006
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