Under the Blue Sky

Living in another country for more than one year, but I don't feel sad or discouraged. I know that I am under the same bule sky as my family and friends are no matter where we are, no matter how far we are.

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

No Future...

I knew that you would tell me the truth, and I knew that it would be hurtful.
However, I was still brave to ask you how you thought of our relationship.
As I thought, you didn't look forward to our relationship.
I puzzled.......

If there is no future for us, why you still want to see me?
If there is no future for us, why I still miss you?

If there is no future for us, no expectation,
why are we still together?

If there is no future for us, why you worry if I leave you without any notice?
If you don't have any feeling to me, why do you expect to see me?

It is so painful when I realised the fact, but thank you for your honesty.
It is my fault to accept our relationship and playing a game which is not suitable for me.
Therefore, I would take my responsibility for the consequence afterwards.

I know that we couldn't and wouldn't give each other any promise,
so I would ready to leave and stop thinking about you when that day comes.
We might feel upset for a while when that day comes, but I know that we will move on soon as well.

Just want to let you know that I am very glad to have met you. Thank you, P. B.