Enjoy the moment, enjoy my life!

Finally I saw him last weekend. We had a good time and talked about our concerns of our relationship. It seems that both of us have been hurt before, so we both are very cautious and anxious about this. He suggested that we should have a 6-month trial to get to know each other as friends since we have many difficulties and could not give each other any promise at the moment. I was hesitating for a while and felt confused whether I should accept his advice or not. However, after praying to the Lord, I thought that it might be a good advice to protect each other and to know more about each other. Hopefully, we can heal the pain from the past experience by knowing each other. I hope that Lord could give us courage to overcome our difficulties and differences, and let the time tell us what to do then...

Have got my job for a year!!

I cannot believe it...I have got my job offer for a year. I still remembered how excited I was a year ago when I received the e-mail from school. I still remembered that when I first came into this school, how tired I was. I stayed up till midnight to finish the lesson plan, and was exhausted when I was taking the train here. I still remembered that when I went to my classroom, where those students sat.
Lots of things happened within this one year. I couldn't believe that how many things that I have been through and I am so grateful that God is with me and give me so much love and courage to move on each step.

My angels

Yesterday I went to Drama room to watch the rehearsal of my form group. They worked hard together as a group and sang well. I was quite surprised how much they could do. Although some of them got distracted sometimes or got quarrels occasionally, they were still under Drama teacher's control and practised quite well. I was sitting by the window and used my new mobile to film them. It was the first time that I felt that they were my angels. Even though they sometimes could be unkind to me, could be very naughty and do not listen to me always. However, they are kids...they have the right to express themselves in their ways..and they will learn how to behave themselves gradually.
Thanks God that I get on well with my tutor group and hope that they could behave well and progress more. OF course I also hope that we would always have good time at school.

Expecting

It has been over two weeks that I haven't seen him. I am really expecting to see him soon, but it is irritating that I have got infection on my lips again since last Saturday. Although it seems to be better, it is still quite obvious and acking. I am still hesitating if I should go to see him or how to cover it.
The weather is poor now, I hope that it is not a bad sign.
Fingers crossed.....